YOUNG LOVE IS RUTHLESS.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ God damn.
I wish I was awesome.
Maybe I'd have a secret underdog talent.
You know, maybe something like,
when I wake up I could sing like PINK or something like that.
Or maybe rock out like Foo Fighters.
Or maybe suddenly have great hair like Selena Gomez or
maybe a hot bod like Jessica Alba.
Or maybe an awesome wardrobe like Hannah Beth.
Or maybe amazing photography skills like someone I don't know.
You know do something to make my life worthwhile.
Gain meaning for my existence,
because without meaning that my existence is otherwise useless.
You know just something.
Something that sets me apart.
But I'm not finding it.
I don't think I will.
Not even if I ride with my knight in shining armor
on a golden unicorn.
It's not happening, just like my shot at heaven.
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ Literally, my knight in shining armor.
Today, of all days.
You proved to me how much you loved me.
It hurts yes to hear those words,
but thinking again.
It's truly amazing that someone could ever love me that much.
At first, I don't think that I deserved that much.
But you make me feel worthwhile.
You make me feel that I can do anything.
& that even if I don't believe in myself,
you will be there, holding me,
picking me up whenever I fall.
Even if I fall flat on my face,
you promised that you'd be there.
And today when I felt so low,
you didn't give up.
You pleaded, you begged me to stop.
You tried your best to get me out
of my tear reservoir.
I couldn't at first, I swear I couldn't but
somehow, you never giving up gave me hope.
A bright neon hope that maybe things will turn around.
You give me hope baby & for that I couldn't ask for
anything else from you.
I love you, truly I do.
Sunday, November 29, 2009 @
This is for you bby.
I miss you.
I know, it's pathetic to miss you.
I mean I see you every day.
But oh well.
Can't wait to see you again.
In..say, 11 hours.
Bye.
Lots of love, Nab.
@ hiya.
Hey guys.
I'm back now after that extreme long
pathetic, unintentional hiatus.
Ok nana & julee.
Aku start update betol2 k.
Happy now?
ahaha. :)
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ Cahaya is an ugly bitch.
Hi, Nana & Julee.
Aku da update. :)
Happy now? -.-
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ Two is better than one.
Who would have thought that we were one soul,
separated into two.
The same right down to the core.
We were made.
We could've achieved many great things.
We were made as one.
As two, we're just lost.
But we found faith, separately.
@ Fits.
I want a Macbook so badly that I will do just about anything to get it.
